給你的……

今天,很意外地收到一位朋友的來信.她問:"你最近很忙嗎?"

是的,我最近很忙.除了功課之外,我還替自己安排了很多工作及娛樂,務求把時間表填
得密麻麻.

最近,我害怕有一刻空閒,因為我害怕想起你.偏偏,我即使忙得很,我仍會想起你,掛念
你.

事情擾擾嚷嚷都過了個多月,信心及耐性一天一天的被磨掉.

以前總覺得談戀愛是件容易事,但你令我明白戀愛不是兩個人一起這樣簡單.

坦白說,我曾抱怨過你.我不明白你為何不考慮清楚才對我說,既然說了,為何又要考慮?
到底你要考慮些什麼?考慮喜不喜歡我?還是依然那句"我過不了自己的關口"?

我很想知道你現在正在想什麼.每次找你,你都留言說你在忙你的功課,然而,你有想起
過我嗎?你有否掛念過我?

你從來都沒有主動找我,連留言也沒有.你究竟喜歡我嗎?

如果你覺得跟我一起時要面對的問題令你感到困擾, 請對我說, 我會接受.請不要再拖下去, 拖得我心快累透.

你知道嗎?我多次想放棄這段關係,但我既不甘心,亦不捨得.畢竟我倆曾是多麼要好的朋友.

有時,當我身邊的朋友都勸我放棄時,我替你想了很多藉口,我說我對你充滿信心.我說我也很忙,
抽不到時間處理這事.因為,我真的很希望你只是太多功課要顧及,故沒時間去處理我倆的問題.因為,
我多麼希望你是喜歡我,只是你不喜歡掛在咀邊.因為,我真的很喜歡你............

不知從何時開始愛你愛得那麼深,好像一發不可收拾的沉下去,向著一個沒有完結的地方沉下去.............



Yuceila
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